3-20-2021 You put your heart in my hands I know it hurts real bad We can share all the pain The darkness and the rain Stay with me through the night We don’t have to use the light We don’t even have to talk I know the dark consumes us all You have tired eyes Don’t apologize There’s no need to hide You have tired eyes I haven’t even said a word I know that’s absurd I’m just stuck inside my head Waiting for my thoughts to rest You say you’re waiting on me You want to know what I believe Do I think that it gets better Do your question have answers (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-12-2021 What are you waiting for? It’s all about the timing We were here before But you can’t ever find me I guess I should have listened When you said that it was missing Just to talk to you Feels so strange I’d give it back to you I’d give it all away I’d give it back to you If you’ll stay I’ll give it back to you I’ll give it all away I’ll give it back to you, now If you’ll stay I can tell by your actions It’s hard to figure out What can I do to show you I’m not better now How can I get through to you I guess it matters now And I promise to you I’ll drink this all away "I wrote this in 2006 or so. I jam on it occasionally. Headphones and such are because I was jamming on stuff a d wanted to see what the acoustic sounded like through these headphones. This isn’t the feed from the mixer." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

2-20-2021 I was on your side I don’t know how you missed it Now I’m dead inside Can you be a witness? Thought that you were mine Now I’m just a victim, Of what you left behind You still leave me speechless Someone’s on my mind Yeah It’s you "I wrote this in 2017 and have played it off and on. I finally had to change the guitar on the chorus to stop my fingers from jamming up. Tiffany, I know this is the only one of my songs that you like so I hope I didn’t ruin it." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

2-1-2021 I don’t know, how you sleep If you’re alright, inside And our eyes, they did meet I watched them smile, I watched them shine I don’t know, what it’s like, To say goodbye I was denied I sit around and watch the stars But they don’t shine, like your eyes I’m alright There’s something more, to this life So they say I think they’re lying And I know, what it’s like, To be out of sight, out of mind And I know, how to lie I can fake, a thousand smiles Turn around, and close your eyes Close them tight I’ll say goodbye I’m alright (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-27-2020 I am shattered, I am lonely The rain it pours down on me I am lost please come find me I guess I’ll never understand How the sky could take you from me I’ve arranged all that I’ve seen If I could leave with your blessing I’m sure the sun would shine on me It’s not the silence I wanted I’ve exposed all my secrets You’ve seen the darkest side of me It wasn’t for you to leave (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-22-2020 You put your makeup on “Do you think I’m pretty?” You put your makeup on So I’ll think you’re pretty You don’t need your makeup on For me to think you’re pretty So take your makeup off I already think you’re pretty And I know, I never say it (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

9-17-2020 I guess I shouldn’t hate you I need to learn to let things go And here’s another breakthrough Here’s another night alone I don’t want your sorrow I don’t want your pain I’m writing to myself here now Please just go away I just want to say I’ve been so ashamed Please don’t ease my pain Please don’t ease my pain I just want to be Left here in misery Please don’t rescue me Please don’t rescue me I can just pretend I do it every day It’s not the words the hurt me It’s the silence that stings And maybe if I bleed for you You’ll notice I’m still here And if I were to die right now Would you even care "Super old, 2004, and super rough. Never did anything with it in the past 16 years." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

9-15-2020 They all say to her She’s too pretty to be crying When she looks in the mirror All she sees is a lie No one knows what she does at night No one knows how hard see fights No one knows what she fears the most No one knows how much she cries I don’t want her to hurt anymore Why am I the one who bites my tongue She lives life through her friend All she wants is one true friend Why don’t we joke she says Why does life hurt so bad? "Episode two of Luke is changing songs that people didn’t like for one reason or another. This one is a little different because the lyrics are some of the most liked that I’ve written. A lot of people relate to it. However my performance has never quite lived up to that. This is the fourth or fifth re-write since I wrote it circa 2017. There is one slight lyric change. The vocal structure on the verses has changed dramatically but the chorus is largely the same. The guitar structure got got a major change but weirdly the bones are still there." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

9-15-2020 Forgive me If I seem distant Forgive me I promise I’m listening Forgive me We will talk all night Forgive me Are you alright? I want to sleep I want to sleep Heaven is calling me Forgive me I’m not alright Forgive me It’s been a long time Forgive me If I stay silent Forgive me If I don’t hide it "Episode one of Luke is making changes to old songs he wrote that people didn’t really care for. In this episode this is a song from 2010 or 2011. Emotional wounds were still fresh after a suicide attempt and then being admitted to the psych floor three months later so people likely weren’t fond of the lyrical content. There was quite a bit of change in the lyrics this time and some minor guitar changes." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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8-11-2020 You’re a car That has crashed Into me I might not survive All I have Is broken glass To remind me Of our past life Hazel eyes I want you To know that I have seen the sky Don’t you go And try to save me From the edge You’ll just waste your time Don’t you waste your time (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-18-2020 I’m jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It’s closer than my hands Have been Oh I’m jealous of the rain I’m jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes It’s closer than your shadow Oh I’m jealous of the wind 'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me "Let’s try this again but more natural and less forced. My take on Labrinth “”Jealous” I used their lyrics but wrote my own guitar part. Also I only used one verse and the chorus. I’m sure I’ll end up deleting this one too but figured I’d share for now." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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1-23-2020 She won’t live again Even though I want it I’ll still watch the sky Even though I might burn my eyes She might be the sun She gave all she had to give The sadness left her eyes She left me here in the darkness But she’s still my light (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

12-12-2019 It’s been so long Since you smiled When shadows are fading The sunlight is dying I don’t owe you You’ll crucify me I wasn’t sent here To be your savior Settle down here Shadows will surround you Am I the sinner If I’m not messiah You still owe me The eyes of a child I’ll never show you My own eyes (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

11-18-2019 I never noticed Was I what you wanted I feel the walls surround me, I build them All I ever wanted, Was something to hold on to I gave myself away but I can change You lost yourself along the way but you’re the same I’ll never know why You kept me in the dark and I tell you that you’re toxic but I’m to blame I know you’re trying To throw me in the fire You put your arms around me, I feel shame I never liked the games that you played (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

11-14-2019 I sit around All alone You come around When I’m not home And I breathe But you don’t see me And I bleed But you don’t need me You’re already gone You’re sorry how You lost control You need me now To heal your soul You come around But I’m not home Turn around I’ve moved on I’m already gone (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-30-2019 Lay it on the line What is on your mind Your heart is broken So is mine Windows are open Turn off the lights Nothing lasts forever Except this night You’re broke inside Relight the fire Turn out the light When the heartache’s over Who am I You don’t have to tell me You don’t have to lie You have your questions I have mine (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-30-2019 "Tara’s song but on acoustic bass instead of a six string guitar" You always told me That you would always love me You don’t know what you’d do if You ever lost me Since you’ve gone away The sun don’t ever shine What do I do here Without you by my side So long my best friend Beautiful butterfly You always helped me You knew just what to say You were my color Everything is grey If I could tell you One more time How much I love you You’re always in my heart (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-28-2019 In the clouds She hangs herself Wait right here She wants herself Give it time She’ll hate herself With her lies She’ll make herself Fall asleep Repetition I’m alone We need to talk about it I can see, honestly I’m not getting through Just in time She’ll save herself She wants you To save yourself She don’t mind She’s here to help In your mind She needs help Am I good enough Should I Get out Should I Burn out (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-28-2019 You were right when you told me You said that I was sick All you ever wanted for me Was for me to get some help I’m sorry I ever hurt you I can’t take it back If I could I’d tell you You helped me save myself And you’re better off I knew it all along Sorry I wasted your time I hope you learned to smile All our plans never happened I used up all your fight I pulled you into my darkness You tried to be my light If you find you still love me I don’t ever want to know I know that I’ll destroy you I don’t deserve your soul (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-4-2019 Pretend it never happened I’ll Pretend you don’t exist If that’s what makes you happy I Can’t do much more than this Go fulfill your wishes it It cuts me to the bone If this what I’m missing I’d I’d rather be alone We’re stuck inside this nightmare we We never feel alive I look into a blank stare I I know you always cry I can’t turn the light on The glow just burns my eyes You have to be the right one No matter how I try I’m just going to lie here And think about the past Look into the future I know You’re never coming back Colors may surround me But they don’t shine so bright Darkness falls around me now I just miss your light "I wrote these lyrics about 5 years ago and jammed on them a few times but never did much with them. I was looking at them as I was going through unused lyrics a couple weeks back and put them in my pile to work on and then a couple days ago Travis uploaded a version from a jam session from 2014. I don’t remember what I was playing on it so I sat down and did this instead." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

8-27-2019 Yeah my friend Went on an acid trip And he said The flight went pretty good The worst part happened when A stewardess spilled a drink on him Yeah man It really brought him down Gotta clean it up Yeah my friend Went on an acid trip And he said His fingers looked waffle-ish Yeah man Then he tried to eat them And then He bled all over me (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

7-27-2019 Sit around, lose myself for a while Staying here is a waste of time The wounds are deep but they never bleed I watch TV, I don't ever read You sacrificed your own beliefs Why'd you fly so far from Something's wrong, I must believe I still have my memories Someday Someday You will come home You will come home (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-15-2019 You ask me why I live inside All of this darkness Is it in my mind The sunlight burns my eyes Can we go inside Looking into your eyes Is a suicide I don’t want to lie You don’t want to know why You see the the best in me Something I can’t see I don’t want to try it I just might like it You don’t want to try again I don’t want a best friend I don’t want to trust you I don’t want to die again (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-14-2019 What’s the point when I, Always fall I fail to try It’s ringing inside my head Lack of direction why, Do I crawl, back into bed It’s crawling in my skin I find comfort there ‘Cause I’m not scared I am safer there ‘Cause I’m not scared Of me What’s the message my, Words are lost I’ve gone soft Give me another try No motivation I’m, Incomplete Do you see me Hiding in my bed (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-7-2019 Make it harder, to please yourself Fake a smile, to make it through Do you wonder, if we’re friends I’m by myself, just leave me here The sun will rise again I’m not smart Can’t fool you Take my heart, to break it in Growing dark I promise you The sound is up and I can’t hear (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-5-2019 I don’t know how to say this Words just aren’t enough As you stand before me Will you turn away And I’ll try not to bore you But I was sad before you If I could move mountains I would fall just like the stone You’re so silent, strong You’re so silent, strong I am not in love Because I am not enough It started out with a smile I started out with a joke And I see your hesitation I guess I would hesitate too I’ll try not to destroy you I don’t want to bring you down If I didn’t know you I might not be around (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-2-2019 Something I wrote a few weeks ago I see the sunlight has been fading The clouds roll right through your eyes I never asked for you to save me I never said we’d be alright The shadows on the wall are moving A smile forms across your lips Although the darkness still consumes me The light behind is shining through My angel My angel You know it’s not so bad Sorry that I’ve been so sullen Sorry that I keep to myself I never wanted to hurt you I never wanted us to fail Sorry I don’t tally about my scars It’s not as if you ever asked When silence is the only option I’d rather be here by myself (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-28-2019 They all say, to her She’s too pretty, to be crying When she looks, into the mirror All she sees, is a lie No one knows, What she does at night No one knows, how much she fights No one knows, what she fears the most No one knows, How hard she tries And I know, I don’t want, Her to hurt, Anymore She lives life, Through her pen All she wants, Is one true friend Why don’t we, Joke she says Why does life, Hurt so bad "Okay so a few people know that the last few weeks I’ve been teaching myself how to play keyboard, on the piano setting in particular. A few things -This is a cheap keyboard and the keys clack and the sustain kind of feeds back -I looked up how to play one chord and messed around from there -This is basically a progress update for those who know I’m doing this and curiosity seekers -I’m going to cut my tonsils out myself so air can flow and I won’t sound like I have a cold all the time Cassandra Jannan Andy I think you are the ones who know about this endeavor." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-26-2019 She doesn’t ever try He always makes her cry He’s strung out again And she expects it She doesn’t want to risk it He doesn’t mind he listens They’re afraid of faking love So how’d it get so bad He’s autistic She’s acoustic Non-electric Who’s to blame He is faking She’s enchanted Taking chances It’s all the same How’d they make it through the night It’s just another fight He doesn’t like the light So she pulls the shade down She’s afraid to cry He always wonders why Is it worth staying When they’ve wasted all this time "This was Tara’s favorite of my songs. I rarely play it and I’m sure it sounds shitty and sloppy but whatever. She would have been like “You need to stop being so hard on yourself. I wish you could see how talented you are.” And I would have been like “I guess...” then we would have moved on. Unfortunately you moved on forever and left me. I’m missing you extra lately." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-1-2019 I think I’m bitter now because, I’m striking out I think I’m bitter now because, I’m striking out Flames have gone out Flames have gone out We could go out It wouldn’t be me Times are better now I was high before Now I’m low again Flames have gone out Speak to me Speak to me now I’m unclean She’s serene Gotta cut back now ‘Cause I don’t want to drown Going to cut back now It’s a promise I made "This is from 2008 when my over abundance of alcohol use was becoming less of a joke and more of a serious issue. Things were catching up to me mentally and emotionally and little did anyone, including myself, know this would be a prelude to the quick deterioration of my mental health and the birth of a pill addiction, worse alcoholism and the first of many suicide attempts. Outside of one small part of this song which incidentally is the part that subtly mentions my alcohol use this song is about someone who wanted a relationship with me but I declined because I felt as if I would be a bad influence on her and I didn’t want that on my conscience. I didn’t want to being a happy person into my dark place and corrupt them. The part about the alcoholism is about a friend who challenged me to do things like play open mic sober and to not drink so much in general because it was starting to scare her. I think I went 3 months without drinking and I showed myself that I could be sober and play in front of people. I probably never thanked her and she probably doesn’t remember so Sky, thank you for pushing me and making me prove to myself that I could do that." (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

2-24-2019 I’ve been so alone I was reaching for your hand We were sitting in your bedroom and You said you understand I feel so burnt out The bleeding never ends I’ve never worked so hard to Get back to where I am Cross my heart Please don’t die The moment I leave here You’ll be sad again I’ve been thinking that We have different hearts And your silence tells me that We might fall apart You’ve never been so distant I can see it in your eyes, just Put your arms around me Make me feel secure (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

2-6-2019 I guess I never told you I held it in too long How could I tell you That you were the world And I need direction But you’re not here to guide me There’s something in the silence When you were here beside me Just say the word I’m barely holding on I don’t know how to face this Since you’ve been gone There’s something in your smile There’s something in your eyes You don’t what it feels like To spend the day with you All of that was taken I never said goodbye If you’re living in the shadows Just give me a sign (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

12-17-2018 I’ve run out of reasons You’ve run out of time Our thoughts are open ended I can’t read your mind I tell you that you’re special You ask me if I’m blind Heal your wounds, bite your tongue It just passes time You wake up in denial Don’t wake up and deny I listen to you cry I listen every night When you’re sad Why are you sad? I tell you to come closer You seem so far away Why aren’t you inside Questioning your fate Words are so immoral You’re so far away Bittersweet changes in you Are driving me away (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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11-17-2018 If you couldn’t leave How would you feel If you couldn’t breathe How would you yell I can’t be without you Don’t run away I can’t breathe without you Please stay Without you If you lost your mind Would you run away Even if I asked you to Would you anyway I can’t be without you Don’t run away I can’t breathe without you Please stay Without you (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

11-17-2018 I don’t want to look down I don’t like what I see The water is to my ankles Still I’m drowning I don’t want to forget It’s going to my head I’ll never forget Your rejection She’s going outsane It’s raining outside me Oh chemical girl You’re looking at me Sorry I didn’t notice Was it something I said Were you just practicing What did you learn from me When you look at me Can you say that you were faking It’s just another way To blame me (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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9-15-2018 Maybe I’ve been afraid My past seems to haunt me I know that’s not fair to you I know you’ve been afraid too Maybe we’ll fall apart Maybe we’ll be okay I offered you my heart Don’t just throw it away Lately I cannot sleep I might be in too deep My thoughts always get the best of me I’m lost, come and find me (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

9-4-2018 Think it’s time to let go The brightest flame has burnt out Can we really love forever? Even when our memories fade Let’s all live on the sun And talk about who hurts the most Yeah your soul might live forever That doesn’t mean it doesn’t burn Even when you hold me close I’ve never felt so alone You don’t have to follow me I’ll burn out on my own (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

9-1-2018 I don’t want to say Something that is stupid If you went away Don’t know what I’d do and Every time we talk Why am I so nervous? If you need a journal You can have my soul Soul I don’t want to lie I don’t want to do it I can’t take it back I already said it If you’re feeling tired You can close your eyes If you didn’t know You can have my soul (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

8-27-2018 I’ll fall apart One more time When I look Into your eyes They always say The truth will last forever So will the pain I carry all your scars I don’t understand it Do you want to stay? You’ll come around Nothing has changed You make it seem like Everything’s okay I don’t want to tell you ‘Cause I don’t want to lie I guess I’m sorry I said what was on my mind (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

8-23-2018 You always told me You would always love me You don’t know what you’d do if You ever lost me Since you’ve gone away The sun don’t ever shine What do I do here Without you by my side Goodbye my best friend Beautiful butterfly You always helped me You knew just what to say You were my color Now everything is gray If I could tell you Just one more time How much I love you You live inside my heart (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

7-17-2018 She Sleeps soundly Her eyes closed To the world around her I Speak softly As I lie In the bed beside her Her footsteps are heavy She Begs forgiveness For the truth Laid out before her I have No room In my heart To forgive her (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-19-2018 They all say to her She’s too pretty to be crying When she looks into the mirror All she sees is a lie No one knows what she does at night No one knows how much she fights No one knows what she fears the most No one knows how hard she tries I don’t want her to hurt anymore Why am I the one who bites my tongue She lives life through her pen All she wants is one true friend Why don’t we ever joke, she says Why does life have to be so bad? (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-28-2018 My flannels don’t impress her Her fashion conscious mind She doesn’t like my hair too long She’s messing with my mind And I just want To hear her say I love you but I don’t want To marry you I just won’t Go away I love you but I don’t want To marry you She laughs when I say I say stupid things for her I stay up late just to Hear her voice again On the other end She’s so far away She’s falling asleep I think she’s falling for me It’s okay but I (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-21-2018 The letters in this notebook Remind me not to write shit down I know I shouldn’t keep But I can’t throw it out I shouldn’t hide my feelings Because you’ll find them out The memories all have faded But you were my friend You know it’s wrong You know it’s wrong You tell me I have pretty eyes I know it’s wrong I know it’s wrong I want to hold your hand (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-20-2018 Lay it on the line What is on your mind Your heart is broken So is mine Windows are open Turn off the lights Nothing lasts forever Except this night You're broke inside Relight your fire Turn on your light When the heartache's over Who am I You don't have to tell me You don't have to lie You have your questions And I have mine (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

4-8-2018 What’s the point when I, Always fall I fail to try It’s ringing inside my head Lack of direction why, Do I crawl, back into bed It’s crawling in my skin I find comfort there ‘Cause I’m not scared I am safer there ‘Cause I’m not scared Of me What’s the message my, Words are lost I’ve gone soft Give me another try No motivation I’m, Incomplete Do you see me Hiding in my bed (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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5-21-2018 Give me the rundown I’m down and out Things are different now Than they used to be I’m the one who’s waiting You’re the one who’s hating I can see clearly now I’m an ugly stepchild Give me the rundown I’m not high I’m so different now Like I used to be I’m the one who’s waiting You’re the one who’s praying I can see clearly now (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-7-2018 You need a friend That doesn’t want To help make You feel bad I am here For you dear I’m not your’s You said “Think again” What do you say What do you say What do you say When you’re sad What do you say What do you say What do you say You’re drinking again You see these things You say these things You hate these things And you hate me Customize your heart All your friends Are pretend I heard you say Don’t think that wait Count on me I’ll start again (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-7-2018 We don’t always get To say goodbye What if I Had something on my mind I’m sorry now That I never said I need you more Than you’ll ever know I just want you to know I just want you to know Goodbye’s not forever Goodbye’s not forever If I had Just one more day I’d tell you now Everything Remember when We’d talk all night You always said You’d never say goodbye (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-6-2018 Forgive me If I seem weak Forgive me It’s been a long week Forgive me If I’m not right Forgive me Are you alright I want to sleep I want to sleep Heaven is calling me Forgive me Get out of my mind Forgive me If I seem quiet Forgive me And turn off the light Forgive me Are you alright I want to sleep I want to sleep Heaven is calling me (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-6-2018 We don’t always get A chance to say goodbye What if I Had something on my mind I’m sorry now I never said I need you more Than you’ll ever know I just want you to know I just want you to know Goodbye’s not forever Goodbye’s not forever If I had One more day I’d tell you now Everything Remember how We’d talk all night Remember when We held each other tight I just want you to know I just want you to know Goodbye’s not forever Goodbye’s not forever (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

2-5-2018 What if I woke up And asked you how your day was It doesn’t seem enough To tell you that I’m sorry If we could change the past It wouldn’t save our memories What if I had told you What I was thinking all along Some day Some day We might get along We might not be alone What if I spoke up And asked you if you need me It didn’t seem wrong To tell you how you saved me If I could take it back Would you still reject me What if I had shown you Would it change things at all (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

1-18-2018 The sun is falling, it’s getting dark I don’t know if I will ever see her again I can see the scars, they’re shining and When I need her most, she fades away She breaks, She weeps I gave her everything she needs She’s wrong, She thinks She’s better off just suffering She stops, She thinks She offers up sincerity She’s strong, She’s weak I just want her to stay I don’t want to let her go I don’t want to see her beg She sees the stars, She’s counting them When She needs me most, I stay away (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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1-15-2018 Don’t bother to explain it I know that you’re thinking of him Even when you’re with me, I Can see it in your grin Don’t apologize ‘Cause everything’s alright Remember how you broke me and Remember how you lied Stop trying to explain it You know I’m not listening, alright If you’re saying sorry just Better bite your tongue (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

12-30-2017 It's just the Sound of your voice in the wind It's just the Chance to see you again It's just the Chance to say goodbye It's just that I need you by my side I can see you I can feel you I can see you You're gone It's just the Memory of your smile It's just a Chance for one more hug It's just that You'll always be my friend It's just that I could be there with you It's just a It's just that I miss you I hear your voice In the wind I turn around But you're gone (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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10-4-2017 We both know when to cross the line My tongue is getting close to tied I don't know what's going through your mind I only want to be by your side I'm not ready to close my eyes I'm not ready to say goodbye You're always running across my mind I'm not ready to close my eyes When I'm with you the sun still shines If only you knew what that's like You make me want to change myself I only want to be your best friend (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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9-24-2017 They all say, to her She’s too pretty, to be crying When she looks, into the mirror All she sees, is a lie No one knows, What she does at night No one knows, how much she fights No one knows, what she fears the most No one knows, How hard she tries And I know, I don’t want, Her to hurt, Anymore She lives life, Through her pen All she wants, Is one true friend Why don’t we, Joke she says Why does life, Hurt so bad (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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6-18-2017 They All Say To Her She's too pretty to be crying When she looks into the mirror All she sees is a lie No one knows what she does at night No one knows how hard she tries No one knows what she fears the most No one knows how much she fights I don't want her to hurt anymore Why am I the one who bites my tongue She lives life through her pen All she wants is one true friend Why don't we ever joke she says why does life have to be so bad? (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-11-2017 It's just the Sound of your voice in the wind It's just the Chance to see you again It's just the Chance to say goodbye It's just that I need you by my side I can see you I can feel you I can see you You're gone It's just the Memory of your smile It's just a Chance for one more hug It's just that You'll always be my friend It's just that I could be there with you It's just a It's just that I miss you I hear your voice In the wind I turn around But you're gone (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-11-2017 Hey, Danielle How are you Did things workout Like you wanted to Stop a minute So I can tie my shoe I wrote this song I'll play it for you Pretty pretty For a girl Pretty pretty Hey, Danielle Where did you go I saw your face An hour ago I'm not quite sure What this really means Don't wake up From your dream Letters Danielle (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-9-2017 Lay it on the line What is on your mind Your heart is broken So is mine Windows are open Turn off the lights Nothing lasts forever Except this night You're broke inside Relight your fire Turn on your light When the heartache's over Who am I You don't have to tell me You don't have to lie You have your questions And I have mine (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-9-2017 The death of you may lead To the death of a friend I an here waiting Desperate again Desperately waiting When will this end I'll be an outcast When death is a trend Walls will come down Because I'm dying for you Your heart is growing colder Than it already is Put your head on my shoulder We'll try to forget It'll never happen If it hasn't happened yet I'll be your reject And you'll be my friend (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-8-2017 Make it harder To please yourself Fake a smile To make it through Do you wonder If we're friends I'm by myself Just leave me here The sun will rise again I'm not smart Can't fool you Take my heart To break it in Growing dark I promise you The sound is up And I can't hear (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-8-2017 Deaf and blind I wish I Never did know it I'm alright I won't cry I'll never show it I don't mind You and I No one else knows it I wish I Entered life You can't control it I won't lie You mean the world to me I don't know why I would risk it I won't try To keep you here with me But I can't lie You mean the world to me Peer inside In my eyes Then I can close them In my life I might die You'll never know it I don't like Out of sight Something is growing Who are you Where am I Just answer questions (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-4-2017 Never thought I'd leave This basement There's no hope inside Things have gone as fat As they could have gone Needs no explanation If you're getting high Take your time Please don't tell me Keep it secret I'm going out now No it's not that simple What's that creepy sound Who are those freaky people I'll keep it to myself Like any good friend would Though it drives me crazy And I might go insane She's not that fantastic (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-4-2017 Live for me You're sorry I can't sleep Close my eyes again Lie to me Honestly I won't sing With my heart again Would you like to change your story When you see me look right through me I don't know what I'm doing caught in the rain Leave with me Everything All I need Is another breath Lie with me I won't speak All you need Is lying in this bed (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

5-3-2017 They All Say To Her She's too pretty to be crying When she looks into the mirror All she sees is a lie No one knows what she does at night No one knows how much she fights No one knows what she fears the most No one knows how hard she tries I don't want her to hurt anymore Why am I the one who bites my tongue She lives life through her pen All she wants is one true friend Why don't we ever joke she says why does life have to be so bad? (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

4-28-2017 Unwanted So leave me alone Do you want something When I'm in my home We could fake a car crash I'd be locked inside Do you think I'm lying When I look in your eyes Oh my love Smile again I'm tired of love I have Someone holding on To my hope And I know She needs it too (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-23-2017 You sit home alone Got nowhere to go Your head full of regret You smoke another cigarette You sit and laugh to yourself You don't need anyone else You just ignore your friends This is out of hand I'm thinking Little miss sunshine has lost her luster Little miss sunshine ain't what she used to be Little miss sunshine has lost her luster Yeah Little miss sunshine You're all that you need Just you and a TV screen And the empty bottle Laying by your feet It's you against them And you know you'll win Everything you say is incomplete It seems to me (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-21-2017 We both know when to cross the line My tongue is getting close to tied I don't know what's going through your mind I only want to be by your side I'm not ready to close my eyes I'm not ready to say goodbye You're always running across my mind I'm not ready to close my eyes When I'm with you the sun still shines If only you knew what that's like You make me want to change myself I only want to be your best friend (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-21-2017 I never had a lot of friends But I have some memories I never had to sit alone Until just now it seems I don't want to But still want you I never had a chance to shine But I have electricity I never had to clear my mind Never meant to say sorry (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-20-2017 I was on your side I don't know how you missed it Now I'm dead inside Can you be a witness Thought that you were mine Now I'm just a victim Of what you left behind But you still leave me speechless Someone's on my mind Yeah It's you (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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11-26-2016 She takes her heart and gives it to Someone who doesn't want it And she destroys herself And I do the same thing And I do the same thing And I do the same thing And I do the same thing for her We don't like to be awake We don't like to be awake We don't like to be awake We don't like anything (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

10-31-2016 I just can't see How you don't love yourself When I see the good in you I see good in me too You say you don't want to break me I've been broken far too long I don't have your heart I've known this all along And it's okay Yeah it's okay Are we close at all Are we too close for you? If you push me away Will I push you away too? You say just wanted a friend Not someone to hold on to I didn't need a friend but I guess a friend will do And it's okay Yeah it's okay (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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7-25-2016 The thoughts are escaping As long as you stay here Take me to the moment Where words we speak are safe Conversations only As hostile as you make it When happiness is empty We never were okay Say hello To your empty heart Say hello To your guilty head Say hello To your eyes that lie Don't let me bring you down (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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(2-11-2016) They All Say To Her She's too pretty to be crying When she looks into the mirror All she sees is a lie No one knows what she does at night No one knows how hard she tries No one knows what she fears the most No one knows how much she fights I don't want her to hurt anymore Why am I the one who bites my tongue She lives life through her pen All she wants is one true friend Why don't we ever joke she says why does life have to be so bad? (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

(dated 7-29-2015) She Sleeps soundly Her eyes closed To the world around her I Speak softly As I lie In the bed beside her Her footsteps are heavy She Begs forgiveness For the truth Laid out before her I have No room In my heart To forgive her

(dated 7-29-2015 flac) (7-12-2015 fb) She had a dad That wasn't a dad It made her mad It made her sad All her friends Felt really bad (Um I think that's the line) They made her a cake The best she ever had It was laced With love Cliche So what

(dated 7-29-2015) can't go to school can't go to school play like I'm cool I do so good and I'm not faking I really feel like this if I make it I'll be the last one left and I eat right exposed to sunlight if I try I might die and I eat right exposed to sunlight and if I try I might die can't go to school can't go to school play like I'm cool I do so good and I'm not faking I really feel like this and if I make it I'll be the last one left and I eat right exposed to sunlight if I try I might die I eat right exposed to sunlight if I try I might die

(dated 7-29-2015) words aren't enough your actions say so much but you say your not acting you seem far away like something is wrong just tell me because I'm not asking why do you act up your eyes say that I'm not good enough does your head say I'm not the one you want if you stray please just stay far away because I want love why do you act up

(dated 7-29-2015) he's insane he's insane lost his brain he lost his brain lost my brain when it started to rain jumped out of my head and hopped a train went down the drain and got washed away

6-29-2015 Brody likes bacon Brody likes ham Wants to marry bacon Wants to marry ham Brody likes bacon A little more than ham Wants to marry bacon Wants to marry ham (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-29-2015 Like a horseshoe And a horse's hoof Like some Elmer's Glue Yeah me and you We should stick together Yeah let's stick together We should stick together Yeah let's stick together Like some duct tape And almost anything Like some frosting Lying on a cake We should stick together Yeah let's stick together We should stick together Yeah let's stick together (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

6-29-2015 You put your makeup on "Do you think I'm pretty?" You put your makeup on So I think you're pretty You don't need makeup on For me to think you're pretty Take your makeup off I already think you're pretty I know I never say it (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

(dated 6-23-2015) I hope that you're doing well can we just skip the small talk I can't seem to talk to you just like in art class if you ever held my hand would you hold it in public thoughts inside my head I've held them in so long and I can't say these things to you I hope I don't scare you off does honesty scare you give me just one honest stare your eyes say so much I like much more than just your face your inner beauty now that you're so far from me I miss you so much and I can't say these things to you

(dated 6-23-2015) was it so rigid distracted by your I couldn't move I couldn't get away I feel my middle it feels like somethings missing if you were to listen you're my everything kill science back on my feet and hear the silence say everythings alright kill science kill science yeah kill science tell me only truth as I lie with you say you can't ignore me even if you try try to break it off try to keep your distance try to figure out exactly what you're missing

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(dated 5-8-2015) Lay it on the line What is on your mind Your heart is broken So is mine Windows are open Turn off the lights Nothing lasts forever Except this night You're broke inside Relight your fire Turn on your light When the heartache's over Who am I You don't have to tell me You don't have to lie You have your questions And I have mine

(dated 5-7-2015) What are questions for? I've already lost my nerve Let my voice be heard I hurt so much more And I love this sound But I hate this town Before I cross that line I better draw one too Violence on my face I never touch my skin I'll never get this down I'll never touch the sun Go across this town Come on and bury me A scratch across my throat Come one and let me in I remember things I never did before A message to the cold You know this part is true I am fine I said I'm just falling down I have blackout days I never did with you

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3-28-2014 Through your eyes I see What you meant to me Now the sky is turning gray In my head I feel All alone and still I wonder should I Turn the page Since you've gone away Nothing feels the same I can't find the shade Since you've gone away Even though I know Everything's okay I don't feel the same Since you've gone away The gates are left wide open The lights are burning bright It's not a storybook ending No matter how hard we try As these walls surround me The world is cold outside I'm the one who was chosen You're the one who lied Chorus It's not right Left wondering Should I cry Just wondering Chorus (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-22-2014 Will you live forever? Forever alone? My heart is empty Your heart is stone These bricks are heavy The walls will give in I'm here if you need me I can be a friend Your eyes are so blurry Your hair is a mess I know how it feels When someone has left Your heart is on lock down On lock down from me Remove the chains Give me the key (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

3-9-2014 What are questions for? I've already lost my nerve Let my voice be heard I hurt so much more And I love this sound But I hate this town Before I cross that line I better draw one too Violence on my face I never touch my skin I'll never get this down I'll never touch the sun Go across this town Come on and bury me A scratch across my throat Come one and let me in I remember things I never did before A message to the cold You know this part is true I am fine I said I'm just falling down I have blackout days I never did with you (FB VIDEO SOURCED)

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